A few months back, Julia Rios and I recorded a whole bunch of interviews at the International Conference on the Fantastic in the Arts (ICFA). One of those interviews involved a discussion about ethnic heritage and its various diversities with Mary Anne Mohanraj and Cecilia Tan, in which I lightly (and rightly) got called out for referring to my own heritage as “uninteresting” by dint of having descended from “old dead white people.” Having just edited the episode which contains this interview, I feel I should talk about this aspect in more depth, since I didn’t actually explore my heritage in the podcast in question (me being the interviewer, not the interviewee).
I’ve been known to say two things about my ethnic heritage:
- It’s not important (see above)
- I’m descended from Saxon Thanes (which I usually utter in an absurd, sarcastically prideful fashion)
I can’t put my finger on the reasons. The truth is that I probably discount this heritage because of my own insecurities, which seem derived from my past and not from anything happening now. And that’s got to stop. My history matters. My family’s history matters.
Anywho.
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2 Responses
Sounds like a mixture of the fact that your heritage is complicated to explain, or even just list, not to mention the why and the how your heritage is as complicated as it is – you see so many proudly, succinctly sum up theirs and that might give you pause – and then also the fact that you DON'T seem (yet) to take that much pride in it all, but which I guess I mean it sounds like you don't think much about it daily in the way that many who do take that kind of pride in their heritage do. So maybe you treat it the way you do because you sense you can't take pride in it in the same easily demonstrative way that others do. That's what I'm getting from the post, anyway. 🙂
Possibly. I don't really know. I need to get a copy of the family tree on my mother's side and figure out who all these people are.